Unscripted

Thinking, writing and Jamming out!

I just want to say I am happy with how a lot of things have come together for me. I enjoy what I do, learning and gaining knowledge taking steps forward that is needed for what I do! Mother’s day was awesome, I went out with the most amazing guy, we saw the Fast Five movie it was pretty good! I had a great time out with him, such a change and difference from the “Typical” guy I go for, only time will tell on what will happen but for now I’m pretty damn happy =] but I must say his car is pretty Bad ass! The end hahah!

Life…

So many things have started to change in our lives all for the better, everything starts to fall into place when the time is right as we all know. I am very thankful for all the great chances and opportunities I have received. I have gone my separate ways with a few friends, no skin off my bones! I don’t need people in my life like the way they treated me forget them! I do find it really annoying when people tell me that I need to find a man for myself and a father for my son, when the time is right I’ll find the right person, there’s no rushing it when the time is right it will happen! My son is turning into a great little boy as each day passes he amazes me, smart, caring and everything he should be, one day when he grows up he will be such a wonderful man!

Can’t take it anymore..

I hate when you try to do something nice for somebody and they go onto to being a complete ass or ruin it. Why even bother on trying to be nice for people when all they do is not appreciate it, forget you! upon other things I hate when Friends try to tell you who you can and can not talk too. I am old enough to make my own choices and I understand your just trying to give me input but you go on about it the wrong way. I think it’s time for people to no longer be apart of my life, I’m tired of the drama and all the bull shit ugh!

Late night thinking..

I find myself up way too late, I have way too much going on in my mind to sleep. So I stay up listening to music to help get things off my mind, it is my outlet to help get things out, some what if that is actually possible. I have to say that Paramore-Ignorance is my favorite one hands down, It kind of sums up things for me, If I’m having a bad day I jam out to Paramore and Hey Monday. One thing that I find really and extremely annoying is people calling you just to see if they can barrow money, like really you can’t just call me to talk you call just to barrow however much you can get outta me F that I don’t think so! There are so many things that I want to change, a lot of things personally for me and others for my son. I am tired of how things are and somethings need to go Deuces to you forever!

New layout!

Time for a change just like the new blog design, thank you to Britta for the awesome dinosaur theme, went with the Dinosaur theme because Xander is Dino obsessed its always like Jurassic park in here lol!